Porn

“I had not looked at porn for most of college, but the time spent alone studying eventually broke me down and I started looking at it several times per week. I remember being in the student lounge and going on a several-hours-long binge and a classmate walking in on me. I don’t know if she noticed what I was doing, but to this day I wonder and am of course humiliated by the thought that she might have caught me. Eventually I went to a sex-addicts anonymous group for awhile, which helped so much to see where this could lead if I didn’t find another outlet for the loneliness and social isolation.”